Leaving Nimbuzz

How’s life there friends? It’s so silent over there from your side. You must be very busy with your job, but here I have not more to do, and one thing that I’m doing is missing you!

Do you know why am I writing this letter to every one of you? You don’t know how depressing it is when I try many times to leave Nimbuzz. I feel so down more and more every time I think about it. It kills me emotionally if I stay there longer waiting for you and there is no response from you.

I know that no one will care about me leaving, because I am not any of your interest. However, I’m really happy to have a friend like you, even though I know that my caring and efforts are worthless for you, but it’s an utmost honest, caring and true feelings from the bottom of my heart.

Leaving nimbuzz is not an easy for me to do, but I hope it will be done in the future step by step. Nowadays, no one will believe Zinnia is leaving nimbuzz and this thought is very true because I am still almost every day online invisible but without chatting anyone. Checking and looking for friends about how they are, to know their happiness and how they improved their life sounds enough for me my curiosity to come back in Nimbuzz. Especially, a nickname girl called Freundin. She is always busy all the time, hard to catch up and a very sensitive one. Sometimes kind of quiet, but she is a very friendly and down to earth. She’s also very kind and generous lady. Those are the points that make her to have lots of friends. I’ve been with Freundin for just a little time, but we became very close and I love her so much like my dear little sister. We have both lots of memories together that is unforgettable, together to cry and to laugh.

Shiva, he is a very lovely guy with the fairness of his heart. We always argue with little things but at the end we patched things up. We understand and care each others. Being one of Shiva’s friends it’s my most privilege and honor as one of them. He is a very good son to his mom too. He takes good care and sees to it his mom’s need every time he travels around far from his mom. I wish to have a husband like him that knows how to handle a woman’s need.

Talha he’s very serious and a silent guy. It seems he has a secret face scared to divulge himself to his friends. Nobody knows how Talha looks like because he never shares his picture on his profile. Except Shiva because he met him personally. I am confused sometimes how he is but it does not matter or change my feeling for him at all as being one of his friends. He is always there for me every time i need him. No matter what he is I can always count on him. I really like his character thou sometimes he ignores me.

Ishu, known as musical symbol cause of his unique ID name on nimbuzz. He is one of the most funniest guy who always makes me laugh and jokes most of the time in the room. He calls me “Money”. He is one of the smart asses in Nimbuzz (hope he will not kill me if he will read this) and a very good Web Designer too. Thou he is very busy about his Websites and job still he has lots of time to be in our room “american- european -asian-world -friendship”. I think he is the only guy who is collecting girl friends names on his contact lists.

Mishoua, Farooque, Cali, Dian, Bella,Vin, Anand ,Gina, Juni, Cassie, Vivek, Francis also my close friends even thou they don’t have time for me still am thinking always with them and they are always in my mind and heart. Those friends that i mentioned are worth dying for or having one of my best friends in Nimbuzz..

Knowing them day by day , I wish I could describe them all my Nimbuzzer’s friends but because I have a limited space on this website have to continue maybe in the future and for the meantime have to keep them first in my mind and heart.

Leaving Nimbuzz , it’s like an illusion that I could not reach it. Cross my fingers about it! For the meantime relax and enjoy chatting in our room “american-european -asian -world-friendship”. Have a nice day J See you soon my friends!

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